many things had happened for the past few years

getting better 

maybe not 100%

darkness keep on creeping

through years it still come slowly

have you ever feel afraid of your own self

afraid that u might be eaten by that darkness and loose yourself 

and then u feel immense regret once u recover

that..

i think no one can understand this feeling 

the feeling of emptiness but fulfilling at the same time

having peope aorund and yet empty at the same time